I am just slammed today. Nausea pills come in handy. In a state if wake/sleep, an hour or two pass by and I don’t know if I was awake/asleep or perhaps both. Bad chemobrain. Bad neuropathy, pain in my feet. Ragged snippets of songs randomly appear in my head. Very fatigued. I feel like what those zombies looked like in the Michael Jackson “Thriller” video. Headaches. Very tired and sleepy. Easily startled, even by the Grandfather Clock chiming the hour. My body just feels zombified; as if it has been in a train wreck, all sore and hurting and kind of numb. Dog seems bewildered by all this. No change yet in the lymph nodes. Bad chemo shakes. Joints hurt. But I know that “it gets better” and that “it takes time”. Nice, long, slow farmer’s rain Tuesday and a heavier farmer’s rain Wednesday. Over and out. Mostly out.